I love you guys. 
Purple pickles.
Pretty pumpkins.
Pink polka dots.
And party poopers.

Write me a pretty message.  Please.

Pretty message

hehe, cute.  You can always make me smile.

hehe, You Rock

On the menu tonight: One big smile with a side of giggles, and 
to drink, a blush soda or just a pepsi. hehe

Bryan

A day without you is like a day without a sun
A day without a sun is like a night without a moon
A night without a moon is like breathing without air
and breathing with out air is the death of me

Bryan 

Is that a pretty message?

Wow, that's a really pretty message.  Oh my gosh, I had the 
weirdest dream last night.  I dreamt that you came to see me and 
you were standing on a boat in my back yard, but I don't have a 
boat in my back yard.  And so I came on the boat and gave you a 
big hug but you wouldn't let go, so we just stood there for like 
a really long time and you had your head on my shoulder and you 
were trying to talk to me, but all I could hear was 
hskdkjafkdjgdsaj, cuz you had your head on my shoulder and yea.  
But it was so cool, just that you were there.....but then I woke 
up again....I tried to go back asleep but it didn't work....damn
So anyhow, yea wow, that is a really really really pretty 
message.  Thanks a bunches.  Luv ya.

I will try to write a pretty message everyday.  I will do one 
later on today.  Happy September!!

I'll have a really special one for your birthday on the 3rd.

Bryan

gosh, you're just the sweetest.  I'm kinda excited for my b-day 
now.  hehe :)

Hey Bry, just wanted to let you know that I had another dream 
about you.  Gosh, it was weird.  Ok, first of all.  I was at 
this like theme park thing.  I was just like chillin and all of 
a sudden I look over and you're standing like 10 ft away from 
me.  I flip out and run toward you screaming "oh my god, it's 
Bryan."  I get to you and give you a huge hug.  Then I tell my 
friends that I'll be back in a little while and we go to find 
some swings to sit on.  We find them and just kinda sit there 
and talk for awhile when all of a sudden, this big jet comes out 
of nowhere and scares the shit right outta everyone in the whole 
place.  I freak out and teleport the two of us into the jet 
where we'll be safe.  The problem is I wanted to sit next to you 
but I am forced to sit in front of you, so I put my hand back 
between the seat and the window so that we can hold hands you 
know.  And then I look out the window for a while but eventually 
my hornyness takes over and I pulled you like as close to me as 
I could with that damn seat in the way and we started talking 
about how crazy everything was and how it didn't matter cuz we 
found each other and stuff like that.  But then you said you had 
to go home.  I got really sad so you put a parachute on me and 
pushed me out.  I was thinking what the fuck at that point but 
then when I hit the ground, I saw that you were coming after 
me.  You hit the ground and said to me that this was home.  I 
turned around and there was a little house with a perfect little 
garden and one of those porch swing things in the yard.  I was 
like "holy crap, you're the sweetest!"  And then I woke up.  
Damn.  Anyhow, that was a pretty sex dream. :)

Damn, that's a pretty cool dream.

Bryan

I'm gonna start off by singing "happy Birthday" to you.  *clears 
throat* Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy 
birthday dear Desiree, happy birthday to you."  I am still 
thinking of a poem to write for you, it'll be ready later 
tonight, I promise.  I hope you are having a good birthday so 
far.  I'll talk to you later.

Bryan

I'm gonna give you some of the songs that I've written, I don't 
show these to anyone.  Happy Birthday.

Feels So Right

Well hello again
You ve always been a real good friend
I bet you didn t know
Just how our lives would go

When the time has come
In our lives
Because we are so close
It feels so right

The dreams we had
Don t know why you are so sad
You know I could have helped
I ve been there before you are in hell

When the time has come
In our lives
When I m there for you
It feels so right

(bridge)

I say good bye
As the tears well up in my eyes
I should have know
My heart would fall look out below
Missing the love
Written by Bryan Lacy

I miss the way you looked at me
With your carefree eyes so blue
I miss the days you held my hand
As I sit here I dream of you

Now you re gone, I don t know why
Was it something that I said
It s so hard to recall these things
As I lie here in bed

But don t think they can cheer me up
Because lately I ve been sad
I want to live but you re not around
And that makes me feel bad

Don t try to bring me down 
Just because you re not around
Your sweet voice still fills my mind
It s the silence I must find

Tears start to fall off my sullen face
Knowing it s you I can t replace
I ll never find another love quite like yours
Outside it s raining, but from my eyes it pours

Written by Bryan Lacy

Hi, how are ya, it's 1:24am here, you're somewhere in dreamland 
by now, but here I am, on the internet. I should go to sleep 
soon. Talk to you soon.

Bryan

Hey, yep you're right.  Last night I was in dreamland at that 
time.  But, I can't quite remember what I was dreamin about but 
I know I woke up this morning and I was like Wow that was a 
weird dream.  But anyhow, Luv ya.  ttfn

it's 12:52am, and you're once again in dreamville. Southpark is 
on right now, it's the Chef-aid episode. Funny. Tomorrow I'm 
going to be calling around to get a new job, I need a better 
income if I'm ever gonna be able to fly anywhere. I'm proud to 
be an American, where at least I know I'm free, and I won't 
forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I gladly 
stand up, next to you and defend her still today, and there 
ain't no doubt I love this land, God Bless the U.S.A!!!! Sorry, 
that just popped into my head :-D  I like bursting out into song.

Later, Bryan

ummm....first thought that enters into my mind when I finish 
reading that last message:  "if i'm ever gonna be able to fly 
anywhere", is he like trying to tell me something? :) 

Where'd you call today, and do you think you had any luck with 
it?  I hope you get a kickass job, you deserve one like major!

Anyhow....yea I don't think I had a dream last night.  That 
sucks cuz usually i have awesome dreams.  I like that song, God 
Bless the USA!  It's a cool song.  I think I could play that one 
on the old horn too.  Yeppers, cool huh?  Well love you 
bunches.  ttyl

Most rightious babe.

I'm a rightious babe?  cool!  I never knew that.  hehe, thanks.
Well, i think that you are too.  
luv ya bunches 

"Hey my friend I see your eyes are troubled, care to share your 
time with me"-Dave Matthews Band. "The smile on your face let's 
me know that you need me, theres a truth in your eyes sayin 
you'll never leave me, the touch of your hand says you'll catch 
me if ever I fall, you say it best when you say nothing at all"-
Alison Krauss

Hey, I had another seizure and those words^ helped me a lot to 
feel better, thanks for always being there.  Love ya.

I'm glad my ramblings help, I'll try to help you through this 
tough time.

God, i love you....You're like my best friend in the whole 
world, you've never even met me before but you're still 
dedicated to helping me feel good.  And I am dedicated to 
meeting you before I die, which might not be too long from 
now...I'll explain later. If I truly have what I think I have, I 
promise to come down there to see you even if I have to spend 
every penny I have.  Which I probably will, but then it wouldn't 
matter much cuz I wouldn't have much time to spend it anyhow.   
Well, I'll talk to ya later.  Love you bunches and thanks for 
everything you've done for me.  Pray for me, even if you don't 
pray, do it anyway. 

Looking back on the memory of 
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above 
For a moment all the world was right 
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye 

And now  I'm glad I didn't know 
The way it all would end 
The way it all would go 
Our lives are better left to chance 
I could have missed the pain 
But I'd have had to miss the dance 

Holding you I held everything 
For a moment wasn't I a king 
If I'd only known how the king would fall 
Then, who's to say you know I might have changed it all 

The Dance by Garth Brooks


You know a dream is like a river 
ever changin' as it flows. 
And the dreamer's just a vessel  
that must follow where it goes. 
Trying to learn from what's behind you, 
and never knowing what's in store 
Makes each day a constant battle 
just to stay between the shores 

And I will sail my vessel 
till the River runs dry 
Like a bird upon the wind 
these waters are my sky 
I'll never reach my destination 
if I never try 
so I will sail my vessel 
Till the River runs dry. 

Too many times we stand aside 
and let the waters slip away 
Till what we've put off till tomorrow 
has now become today 
So don't you sit upon the shoreline 
and say you're satisfied 
Choose to chance the rapids 
and dare to dance the tide. 

Well there's bound to be rough waters 
and I know I'll take some falls 
But with the Good Lord as my Captain 
I can make it through them all. 

Yes I will sail my vessel 
till the River runs dry 
Like a bird upon the wind 
these waters are my sky 
I'll never reach my destination  
if I never try  
so I will sail my vessel 
Till the River runs dry. 
Yes I will sail my vessel Till the River runs dry. 

The River Garth Brooks
                                       

Those are 2 songs that make me feel better after I'm sad or have 
had a bad day. I will pray with every last particle of my being 
for you. I do wish to hang out someday. Luv y'all, hehe

Bryan

Hey, thanks for everything. Those lyrics cheered me up and gave 
me some hope for my future.  I'm gonna hold on to everything 
even if I do have this gay epilepsy shit that supposed to kill 
me.  I'm not gonna let it get my spirits down.  I'll live my 
life to the fullest.  Thanks again, best friend :)

awwwww, thanks

Wow...it's been a really long time since the last time that we 
wrote on here.  Like 4 months...geez that's long!  So like, 
how's it going?

Pretty damn good. I thought I was happy 4 months ago, but now 
I'm a lot happier!! That is a long time, I know you a lot better 
now. "I can't see me lovin nobody but you, for all my life. When 
you're with me baby the skies will be blue, for all my life." 
Luv ya babydoll

Aaahh....Life is good...I've got everything I need right here.

whoa, you guys are way optimistic ;)

No...we're in love!  I felt like that one sister from the little 
mermaid when she said to Triton, Ariel's in love...  hehe

Talking to Des makes me happy, and being happy is good, right?

yeah, hehe. you guys are still crazy. you can't deny that. 
between des looking at the fan for hours on end spining around 
and around, and bryan well... um... lemme think. bow to spanky

Hey, the light is cool so just back off you billy lover!  hehe

You'll know what we're talking about when you get the video. 

Alrighty

I sent it today so you'll prob get it like in a while...I dunno 
how long.

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!  I love you so much!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
(kiss)  If I were there, this would be the best Valentine's Day 
ever, and I'd kiss a million times!!! ;)

Hey baby...this was the best Valentine's Day ever even though I 
wasn't there, it felt like you were here.  And I love you!  
Thank you so much!  <3 <3 <3

I'm happy you liked it!!

You are sexy.  ;)

I'm just happy that you liked it, I'm sure you'll like the video 
better though :)

hehe...I can only guess why....jk  
but ya know, that wouldn't be too bad...hehe
actually, if my mom saw it yea, but ya know..she doesn't have to 
know about it..hehe...umm..i mean...sorry, i'm really horny

hi

oh...hi Matt...hehe

i am evil

another board silenced whahahaha

Maybe Evilness isn't the way to go

evilyness is an art

evilyness huh??

o yeah

hehe

I bid my farewells. There are others that need me.
()~The Un-Named One~()

heddo!! i heart you!!